I'm just so depressed and no this isn't the time I go 'I'm so depressed I'm so emo I'm gonna kill myself' no I'm not that pathetic. But yes, I'm just not myself you see. I'm just so tired of fighting and I need a getaway. I need a retreat. Well I can't have all that since I am only sixteen and I have my finals coming up and there's just nothing I can do and no one to go to.
Sometimes I like being in my own world where I'm all alone. Its just me and my imagination. I hear the walls talking the trees whispering and I know that I'm not alone. We never really are. But all we want is company. And sometimes all I need is company and company alone. But no one seems to want to keep me company. I'm not a nice person. I'm bitter. There's always a story behind every girl's tears and laughter. Bitterness and happiness.
In this case, it always starts with a boy. This kind of story always involves a boy. It may be good it may be bad. Either way your life doesn't end because a boy leaves you or if you guys fight.
Just move forward and try your hardest to work things out. But know that it takes two to become one. Relationships don't work being lopsided.
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