but baby its cold outside

Most teenagers leave school and they feel free like a bird just spreading its wings or a wild stallion just galloping away without a care in the world. And then when they see girls my age talking about love they're just like 'you're just sixteen, what do you know about love?'

This maybe sound a little overrated but I in fact fell in love with this silly, funny, witty, sweet, charming, lovely boy--when I was fourteen. And as crazy as it seems I don't really know when I'll stop loving him. Even if he tells me today that he doesn't love me and he finds someone else, someone better than me, I'll still have that one hand holding on to the edge of the cliff. Cause first loves are just not easy to let go.

I know that if it doesn't work out one fine day. Somewhere. Somehow. Out of a gazillion and one people, I will somehow pick him. And whether he picks me or not that's his decision to make and my hopes on the line.

It doesn't matter where you are, what you're doing, how nice you look, how expensive your meal was. Its about who you're with. Its about the love you share. And you know you're in love if you can just have a meal at mcdonalds and be so happy and loved up.

I love Qhairyl and whether he does or not, I'll never give up. I'll never walk away.