Wednesday, October 26, 2011

dream a little dream of me

I've always had this little creature in me that just wishes to lurk around mysterious places and just explore and discover new things, go on amazing adventures I know I'd never give a chance. I sometimes have this absurd imagination no one believes I have. I often talk to myself and often day dream about things I know would never in a million years happen and yet it makes me so happy. I sometimes get this ecstatic feeling--an adrenaline rush everytime I just create something in my head and then I just start jumping and screaming just to release everything out of my system. Yes I'm a little bit of a nincompoop, in a way.

I always wondered what it'd be like to live in the 1940's, 50's and 60's. It must have benn really phenomenal. The culture the music the ambiance the language. So I often day dream and just wonder what it'd be like. I sometimes wondered what if my mum got married to someone else? Or maybe what if I was born in a different era? Would I be a grandmother by now? All wrinkly and smelly like an old unwanted prune. I often wonder what the afterlife is like. Weather it what I've always imagined from all the books I've read.

I take myself to a different world. A world where I live by my imagination and by my imagination only. There was no such thing as a 'meantime' or a 'maybe' or anything of that sort. I just did everything there and then. Time is priceless. So is my imagination.

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