I have thought about suicide. That's sometimes normal, I guess? I just sometimes don't see why people have to beat me up about everything. My mum for instance, gets so mad at me when I'm having my own problems. Sometimes I don't wanna talk about it and that doesn't mean you have to force me to do so. And then give me the cold shoulder for not telling you and not being happy? That really isn't gonna make things any better.
I have my flaws. I vent. I say the wrong things to people and no I'm not saying that makes me any better than my mum or anyone for that matter. But its something I do that I've got to change. I don't mean what I say, most of the time, and even if I do, I know for sure that I want to take it all back.
I shouldn't let my emotions take over me like a monster (crank) take the life out of Katherine. Cause the monster didn't do nice things to me and I'm sure my emotions won't either.
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