You really hurt my feelings real bad this time and I know I'm not suppose to give you a second chance (eventhough you've already hurt my feelings once and I've already given you a second chance). I'm just not the sort of person to hold grudges. I know I would want a second chance when I screw things up. But its just...how could you?
You just made it impossible for me to feel the same way I did before. You're just like all the other guys. I really thought you were different. Thought you were one-of-a-kind. (Well you are in a way) agh I just can't believe I actually allowed myself to fall into your trap. I'm just another rabbit waiting to be skinned. Embarrassed. Ashamed.
Sometimes--no. I always wonder whether you force yourself to talk to me. Force yourself to keep up with the conversation. Force yourself to laugh at my jokes. Force yourself to put up with me. You don't have to anymore, you know. You never did. If I wasn't interesting enough then just leave. Get up and walk away.
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