I don't know why lately I've just been feeling so irritated and frustrated at anybody and everybody$ for no apparent reason. Okay so I'm a straight forward person right. And sometimes I feel like I come off as a rude bitch. That I don't even see myself as a nice person and when I'm rude my friends think its funny but sometimes I may hurt people's feeling without realising I am. And I don't care. But that's just me. I don't like sugar coating my words. I don't like to tell people things they want to hear when in fact its not what they're suppose to even hear even though it sounds nice and it makes them happy. I mean hey, expections lead to down fall. So why expect for the most when you should be expecting for the worst?
Like sometimes when my friend asks me 'how's my hair?' And I go 'it looks like a raccoon just gave birth on your head' 'why so bad la you. I want you to tell me its nice' "but its not..." Okay so I might've cancelled out the raccoon part but why should I let my friend walk around in embarrassment not knowing her hair looks like a train wreck?
Or if my friend tweets something like 'I'm craving for spageti carbonara' and I go like "its spaghetti." And she gets all offensive I mean hey, I'm trying to save you from embarrassment or what if you have a big test coming up and you wanna write spaghetti and you spell it as SPAGETTI' hm. Oh well.
So I'm a bitch. I've got a mouth like a laser. At least I'm honest. Okay maybe too honest. But that's just who I am. And I'm not proud of it but no one can change me. Its part of who I am and anyways its too late for change.
Whatever happened to 'honestly is the best policy'? Life~
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