This is gonna be real brief cause I'm in a hurry. On saturday I went out with my family and I just had to splurge on books. I bought Crank. Its about a girl meeting new people being a new person doing new things; drugs.
She calls the drug 'The Monster' and she has this alter-ego thing going on when she's high on crank. Its a really good book and a definite page-turner. Its also unique. Definitely recommended.
Monday, January 30, 2012
more like all the time
Sometimes I actually wonder who my real friends are. Sometimes I feel like I have no one to trust. Sometimes I just want to be alone. Sometimes I just want good ol' company. Sometimes I just rather be dead. Sometimes I just want to runaway. Sometimes I just want to be happy.
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Book Review #2: Shadow Kissed (A Vampire Academy novel)
So I've just finish reading this book about a couple of days ago but I didn't blog about it instantly cause to be honest, this book really had a huge effect on me.
Anyways I felt like an idiot thinking this was the VA book #2 when actually its book #3 so omg I accidentally skipped a book! Hahaha (dumbo) well I'm not gonna give out any spoilers just in case any of you want to consider reading this book (if there are 'any of you' as in if I have any readers lol)
Is it possible for one to love a fictional character? Really I'm just so moved by what happened I really wish Dimitri Belikov existed. Richelle Mead really did a good job at that I must say. But ugh I mean I feel so frustrated that I'm so alone and reading books day and night that I end up falling in love with fictional characters. (Maybe its just a bookworm thing)
I love this book and it is my biggest obsession (no, I don't have an obsession for vampire I just love this book in particular) one thing about this book is that you've got to be really open about things. There's stuff like sex and blood bath in it and you can't go like 'ew skip skip skip' where the hells the fun in that? So yeah I love this book series and I don't mind reading it again. But at the moment I have 11 unread books and I think I'm gonna finish 3 of them before moving on to 13 Reasons Why :-) and after that book I'll continue reading VA.
My love for books have gone to a whole nother level.
Anyways I felt like an idiot thinking this was the VA book #2 when actually its book #3 so omg I accidentally skipped a book! Hahaha (dumbo) well I'm not gonna give out any spoilers just in case any of you want to consider reading this book (if there are 'any of you' as in if I have any readers lol)
Is it possible for one to love a fictional character? Really I'm just so moved by what happened I really wish Dimitri Belikov existed. Richelle Mead really did a good job at that I must say. But ugh I mean I feel so frustrated that I'm so alone and reading books day and night that I end up falling in love with fictional characters. (Maybe its just a bookworm thing)
I love this book and it is my biggest obsession (no, I don't have an obsession for vampire I just love this book in particular) one thing about this book is that you've got to be really open about things. There's stuff like sex and blood bath in it and you can't go like 'ew skip skip skip' where the hells the fun in that? So yeah I love this book series and I don't mind reading it again. But at the moment I have 11 unread books and I think I'm gonna finish 3 of them before moving on to 13 Reasons Why :-) and after that book I'll continue reading VA.
My love for books have gone to a whole nother level.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
tales of an exasperated teenager
I've been so emotionally tired and fragile lately. I just realised how long it has been since I last hugged someone. I haven't gotten a meaningful hug from anyone for a long time and it really stings. Cause everyone needs a hug. Sex and age can't get in your way.
and I took a test which told me that I'm suffering from severe depression disorder. What does that even mean? I'm only 17 and I already feel this way. I'm suppose to be happy, out and about. Instead I'm still single, sitting at home, reading book after book and not spending my last year of high school like how you're suppose to.
I sometimes feel like I don't have anyone to talk to. And even if I do sometimes I don't know if I can actually trust them. Will they use my problems and secrets against me? Will they hurt me knowing I trust them with my feelings and emotions? I don't anymore. I feel like I'm always there for people and no ones there for me. Everyones either to busy with life or just don't give a shit.
I miss Qhairyl Iyzmil. Once upon a time, he was my everything. He was my big break to happiness. He was my best friend. But really, where do we stand now? He's not here for me now.he's too busy. he yet again, broke his promises. I might have let him go, but I do have my reasons. I'm just not ready to let anyone abuse my vulnerable heart. I'm not ready for another break up. I'm not ready for the constant crying.
What does it take for a teenage girl to get some loving?
and I took a test which told me that I'm suffering from severe depression disorder. What does that even mean? I'm only 17 and I already feel this way. I'm suppose to be happy, out and about. Instead I'm still single, sitting at home, reading book after book and not spending my last year of high school like how you're suppose to.
I sometimes feel like I don't have anyone to talk to. And even if I do sometimes I don't know if I can actually trust them. Will they use my problems and secrets against me? Will they hurt me knowing I trust them with my feelings and emotions? I don't anymore. I feel like I'm always there for people and no ones there for me. Everyones either to busy with life or just don't give a shit.
I miss Qhairyl Iyzmil. Once upon a time, he was my everything. He was my big break to happiness. He was my best friend. But really, where do we stand now? He's not here for me now.he's too busy. he yet again, broke his promises. I might have let him go, but I do have my reasons. I'm just not ready to let anyone abuse my vulnerable heart. I'm not ready for another break up. I'm not ready for the constant crying.
What does it take for a teenage girl to get some loving?
Friday, January 20, 2012
exasperated
I am honestly mentally and physically and emotionally tired. Spm is really killing me and its only what, the third week? All this is just one big joke. I mean I know none of my friends have actually really started studying but I mean if I want to win the race, I've got to be the turtle. Does that make sense? Yeah I mean I'm not the brightest student and I've got to catch up with my friends. But that doesn't mean I've got to be hammered and drilled and has to be studying 25 hours a day. That's insane. I've got to like balance my life, no?
I don't see why I can't have a 'social life' (pfsh like I actually have one) and my studies. I don't see why parents have to suck the fun out of everything. Then again, they're parents. What to do, what to say. I know they're just worried sick about us and want the best for us and I know one day I'm gonna thank my mum for all this but I'm just going crazy and yes I've said this about a gazillion times but its only the 3rd week of school! That's just...sigh. I'm going back to my rabbit hole. Hm tally-ho!
I don't see why I can't have a 'social life' (pfsh like I actually have one) and my studies. I don't see why parents have to suck the fun out of everything. Then again, they're parents. What to do, what to say. I know they're just worried sick about us and want the best for us and I know one day I'm gonna thank my mum for all this but I'm just going crazy and yes I've said this about a gazillion times but its only the 3rd week of school! That's just...sigh. I'm going back to my rabbit hole. Hm tally-ho!
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