Have you ever done or said anything you regret? I'm pretty sure everyone has regretted doing/saying at least one thing in their lifetime. Well I regret letting go. I regret saying goodbye. I regret shutting the door to an opportunity I will never have again. I regret letting go of my best friend.
He was my everything. He used to tell me how beautiful I am. He was there for me through thick and thin. He was there for me when stick and stone broke my bones. He was there for me when I was happy. He was there for me when all I wanted was a hello. But I let him go. You see, he was more than a best friend to me but I can't quite put a label on what we used to have. I loved him. But I got, bored. He started going out till dawn he picked up smoking. He was rarely there for him when I needed him and honestly someone might've replaced him. But I regret all that now cause I just hit an epiphany: that no matter how hard I try, things will never turn out the way I wished and hoped it would and I was being a stupid naïve teenager.
Yes, I am filled with regrets. There's no turning back now.
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