a rush of blood

No one knows how passionate I am about patisserie. I just have this hunger to learn more and be the best. Cause apparently I'm no good in anything but pastry. I have that passion for baking and I know that I can prove it to everyone. Btw, knowing how to bake a basic cake or vanilla cupcakes does not mean you have the passion. No. You would obviously want to learn more before going to college I mean once you step into that patisserie kitchen in your desired university/college, you're simply introduced to a whole other meaning of patisserie!

I hate it when people self-proclaim themselves as a talented baker yet they don't know nuts. The fact that they don't know what icing to use for a cake or cupcakes for that matter just proves how little you know about baking! It irritates me that some people actually come up to me and ask me for recipes I use when in fact I am running a business. Its annoying. If you had the drive, passion and love as much as I do you wouldn't need to ask other people for recipes!

I'm not being a snobbish arrogant girl, no I'm not. This post does not mean I'm talented, no. Its just that you don't have to pretend to everyone that your hobby is actually your dream, your passion, your love. Not as much as I do that is. So little kid, just stop pretending and go find another dream else where. You're breathing all my air

ive had it

I've just reached my boiling point okay. I'm just so sick and tired of being treated like a punching bag every single time we get into a fight. I know la ok everything seems to be my fault ya you've got that straight. But just because its my bloooooooody mafaking fault it doesn't make it alright for you to just keep on budging at me like as if I don't have any feelings and no its not okay for you to just. Ugh just keep it at me like its okay for you to do so!!!!!!!!! No la okay I'm just so sick and tired of people thinking I don't have feelings. I mean yeah people screw up. all the time.

Just don't say things you'll regret la okay. Don't. Cause one day I might just decide to leave and never come back ok.

current obsession- Cat Eye Glasses

as free as a cockotoo.

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER WHAT A RELIEF.



So today I am very very very happy muahaha I have been happy lately and I am very grateful for that. So grateful to have so many wonderful friends in my life. Filled with so much laughter so much positive energy its just ineffable. I'm glad that I have friends who can make me laugh and laugh and laugh until it feels like I did some exercise lol (phat gurllll)
I am so very grateful and happy. Not so inspired to write today.

P/s: this post is dedicated to Amanda, Natalia, Imran, Yi Peng, Puteri, Pheonne, Lani and Mikie. Lub yu kais.